April's Music Page


"The music in my heart I bore, long after it was heard no more." - William Wordsworth


Music rocks.

When I was a child, I loved listening to any kind of music that made me happy. It didn't matter where it was on the charts - it didn't matter who the singer was. As long as I could shake my booty, I loved it. Being that my parents were the center of my universe at that time, I pretty much listened to what they did. My parents were big fans of singers like Barry Manilow. I had no idea what a dork rep he had. I didn't care. My mom and I danced around the kitchen with wild abandon singing "At the Copa, Copa-ca-bana." My parents also loved Neil Diamond. When my parents took my brother and I with them to see Neil in concert, I went beserk along with the rest of the audience as they unfurled the gigantic American flag behind the singer during "America." When my dad left for week long business trips, my mom, brother and I sat around the record player and sang "I'm leaving, on a jet plane. Don't know when I'll be back again..." along with John Denver as a personal send off.

As I got older, I became a product of the MTV Age and with that, lost a lot of my open-mindedness towards music. If it wasn't recommended by Downtown Julie Brown, or Casey Kasem, I wasn't interested. Later on, after taking years of band, music theory and other music classes, I think I started realizing the hidden genius and musicality in otherwise overlooked music. I stopped caring so much what others were listening to and listened to what I liked. Further along at NCSU, I was exposed to all those underground sounds that float around college stations years before making it to the top 10 on MTV. I also became a huge U2 fan and was introduced or reintroduced to many other artists they collaborated with or were personal fans of such as B. B. King, Bob Dylan, The Beatles, Rolling Stones, Billie Holliday, Johnny Cash, Lou Reed, Willie Nelson, Frank Sinatra, etc. I began to realize how much quality music I had been ignoring and it was at this point that I truly became a sponge to all kinds of music, regardless of popularity.

[Click here to see an abridged version of some of the hundreds of CD's and tapes I own. It shows some of the randomness of my musical interests.]

In a recent sitcom episode, a filmmaker explained his views on storytelling: "There are only three stories in this world - guy wants girl, guy gets girl, guy loses girl. The trick to making a good movie is to tell these universal stories in a new way than has already been told." I see all art in much the same way. Life has a limited number of universal truths and they've all already been told. (Or as the Barenaked Ladies would say "It's all been done before"). The purpose of art, as I see it, is to stimulate an emotion through representing one of these universal truths/emotions in a novel way. The difference between music and others forms of art is that often, music teaches these truths with the benefit of an abridged and easy listening format. In other words, being able to shake your booty whilst learning makes the hard lessons go down a little easier.

Because I realize the universality to music, I think I am very open-minded in what I consider good music. Just because Axel Rose, Faith Hill and Dave Matthews have very different music styles, doesn't mean they can't all try to express such a topic as lost love in a song. Elton John and Eminem may get in a fight if you stuck them in the same room together, but that doesn't mean they both can't earnestly and sincerely sing about identity issues they are feeling. Bono was quoted as saying "I don't know who I am. That's the reason I signed on for this...Isn't all art an attempt to identify yourself, really? At some level, I've made a career out of personality crisis." While I agree that art is an attempt to identify yourself, I also think those who appreciate art, appreciate finding THEMSELVES in the art, seeing aspects of THEIR lives in it, knowing they aren't alone dealing with these universal issues. Some of my favorite songs are those with lyrics or emotions I can completely identify with.

Songs have many layers to them. I usually listen rather superficially the first time I play a song. Later on I delve deeper, to see what hidden gem may be lying inside. Sometimes there is nothing there. Othertimes, if I dissect the lyrics or melody of a song, I am surprised at the intellectual genius I may find, regardless of whether it is pleasing to my ear at first listen. Moby recently commented to Rolling Stone that he thinks the melody of the Backstreet Boys song "Show Me the Meaning" is genius, although he hates boy bands in general.

[Click here to see a list of some of random yet well written and/or interestingly provocative song lyrics...]

I am glad that I have the ability to enjoy most kinds of music. I can like a piece of music for so many different reasons:
My ability to do this is the reason why I can love alternative, rock, blues, rap, classical, country, folk, jazz, or nearly any other music genre placed before me - or at least respect it - and is why my CD collection is so enormous and varied. That being said, my current favorite groups/performers are U2, Dave Matthews Band, Fiona Apple, Lauryn Hill and Barenaked Ladies.

Click here to see what concerts I've been to.

**Finally, as a last word on music, click on the title to read my theories of the state of music today, entitled "Here a Band, There a Band, Everywhere a Boy Band"**


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